I`m too much.
I`m too intense.
I should love less.
Be quieter.
Be slower.
Puh my entire body still shakes typing this.
It’s so deep.
It’s so freakin non-sense.
I’ve opened boxes of belief systems around this.
I’ve cleared them in hundreds of ways.
And still sometimes it just comes
Like a snake pulling herself around my neck
Me not being able to breathe and to feel my heart
Me thinking I am too much
That I shall love less
Close my heart
Be smaller
And then I move
I break free
Over and over again
I land on my knees
Saying that I am not too much
That I am here to love
To give love
I am here for the big things
And that I love being intense
Because I feel
I am alive
I shake things up
I am not too much
I am the way I am because this is exactly how I shall show up in the world
Loves, if you recognize this
Any of it
Let me remind you
Today
That you’re freakin awesome
You’re not too much
Maybe the world is just starting to get ready for you ;)
🌹
