I am a healer. I am a space holder. I am a coach.
I am a white woman. I am a trainer. I am a student.
I am a friend. I am a daughter. I am a sister. I am a lover.
I am an explorer. I am a traveler. I am an ocean love.
And I am so much more
but above all, I am simply human and divine.
"I've changed so much!"
When I was younger, I had endless bladder infections, was diagnosed with PCO, felt that sex equals pain and hence never self-pleasured, had an operation as my vagina was partially closed, was unable to hear my inner voice, stopped bleeding for many years and once I started again I could not do anything while bleeding as my cramps were super painful, never looked at my vulva, and in general never really desired true love making. I went from doctor to doctor feeling heavily exhausted from not finding a solution to my so called problems. Until the point I almost accepted that this was all normal and just the way it is.
I was full of shame and once said out loud that I punish myself for being a woman. Yes that’s how I felt.
I had a feeling of inferiority for being a woman.
I was afraid to be a woman and to live my sexuality.
I was carrying wounds from my lineage that I had no idea of.
And then I realized that when we take the courage to find the deeper truth behind our dis-eases, we come home to ourselves.
And that is axactly what I did, I digged deeper and deeper and finally understood that my soul is speaking to me through my body.
I heard her speaking to me from a deep far place inside that there is more out there. That I deserve a life free of pain and full of bliss. That's when I came across different healing modalities that took me deeper than everyday doctors ever could.
This path freed me.
The pain and feelings I described above are no longer my reality.
On the contrary, I live in a body that is full of sexual energy. I feel more alive than I've ever felt before. I bleed and honor my cycle with grace. I have extensive self-pleasure sessions. I've never suffered again from PCO or bladder infections and not once had pain during sex again. I am able to get pregnant and every time I say or write that, I get goosebumps.
Frankly, this work has absolutely changed my life. The Tantric, Taoist and Shamanic path has opened my heart, my body, my soul and re-connected me with my divine feminine. This has opened up new relationship dimensions across all elements of my life.
This work has brought me back to living life my way.
It brought me back home to my purpose.
And this is exactly what I desire for you.
I desire for you to live life your way.
To live a life free of pain and instead full of bliss.
To be free of ancestral pain and instead full of magic.
Whenever you are ready to find magic each and every single day,
it would be an honor to see you